Scary that my last post was in March....yet I a feeling the same way tonight as I was that night. Guess not much has changed. :(

I almost feel that I could be apart of one of them couseling groups:

Hi, My name is Andrew. I am 24 years old and live with my parents. I have no life, all I do is work. I did not hang out with kids my own age in high school much because of being bullied in junior high. Therefore, I have no social life. I am lonely, but there isn't much I can do about it. I just have to continue on as is because there aren't any other options.

There are times like this where I deeply struggle to see the light at the end of the tunnel. I lose sight of my God and think too hard, trying to figure things out on my own.

I feel like I have grown up in the wrong era, I should have been back in the 1950's. The simple life was more common, where people worked and found joy in their work. Farmers where able to find a wife, well the wife knew that there would always be food on the table. There are times I laugh at myself...thinking that I will one day find a women that will live on a livestock farm and strives after Christ. Women of my generation hear livestock farmer and run the other way. They don't want the smell, the dirty clothes, the support for their spouse.

Singleness is getting tougher every day, Christ be my guide.

Blessings